Monday, January 18, 2010 {♥}
Ahh, it's been such a longgggggggggg time since I last updated!
Almost a month! *Wipes off webs and squash spiders*
Assignments and projects are all strangling my neck!
Okay, I reason I'm posting this, is to say something,
which I have always bottled up since Sem 1.
And I really want to get this off my chest.
I'm gonna use sort of harsh words so that this can jolly well get into your mind.
I thought you have changed for the better after everything happened.
It's only till then that I thought.
We're given our own roles to do our part, be it in assignments or whatever.
I know you have things at home to be done.
But you should really set aside time for all these school work.
Because you'll end up lagging behind and lose out if you don't do anything about it.
And we aren't any smarter.
We need the same amount of duration to do things as you do,
so we don't have the time to teach you everything.
Please understand.
I know that studies aren't your kind of thing.
Me too! In fact who likes studying? Except the nerds right?
But in life, can you really always choose what you want?
You know you can't right?
Well since you've already in sem 2 now, persevere is the only thing you must have.
I've always wanted to give up.
But when I wanted to give up, someone will pull me up from the cliff.
But the tutors always push me down again. (Okay, this is crap.)
What I wanted to say is, we'll be the one who pull you up from the cliff.
It's your choice to decide if you want us to let go, or save you.
It's not that we don't care about you, you know.
You must understand, we're already giving you chances.
Do you know why we didn't want to speak to you directly?
It's because we know we'll hurt you.
But if we don't let you know about this, you'll get hurt even more, even worst.
Our intentions were good alright?
Another reason is that I feel that you're sort of over sensitive.
When people doesn't talk to you or ignore you,
it doesn't mean that he or she dislike you.
It might be that coincidentally that person did not hear or see you?
Didn't people teach you to be optimistic?
You're shutting yourself down you know?
I'm not faking my friendship with you.
Remember the paragraph you wrote in my planner?
I'm really really glad that you wrote that I am your best friend.
As for now, alot of things happened, we don't really talk with each other anymore.
I feel that you're starting to shun me, thinking that I'm those kind of fakers who backstabs.
I can tell you I'm not. Up to you to decide.
But I want to tell you, if I don't wake you up now, nobody will.
So stop being emo and stuff. It will get you nowhere.
No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
It's friends who tell you your mistakes, your problems.
Other people? No, they don't even bother about you. You get it?
We really really care for you, but you're pushing over the limit.
That's why, I think that there is a need to let you know, but we're afraid to tell you in your face.
So I'm actually hoping that you'll see this, and hopefully change for the better.
Where's that bubbly you on the first day of orientation?
If you wanna cry, go ahead.
Cry for a day, reflect on yourself, and for goodness sake, CHANGE!
Yes I am scolding you, so that all these can get into your head!!!!!!
Always remember, we're your friends.
But we can't be always spoonfeeding you.
We need to teach you how to fish instead of fishing for you.
Typed finished at 8:52:00 PM. {♥}
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