Thursday, November 26, 2009 {♥}
Things happened and I'm kinda emotional now.
I don't know where to start and why I am starting.
Just came back from lessons and nobody was at home.
Just when I settled down, and on my lappy, dad came home.
I was like, only one word can describe - SIAN.
With him around, there's no peace. NO PEACE.
As expected, once he reach home, he'll yak at people, which in this case, me.
So he asked me, why do I have to on my lappy once I reach home.
Why can't I?! People don't even off their pcs overnight.
What's the big deal if I on it after I reach home?
And we had a small tiff. -.-
And he continued asking, why do we (Sis and I) have to behave like this.
He doesn't even know why!
Have you ever asked yourself why we'll become like this? Obviously no.
Why do you have to criticise everything, scold people when you see them?
I came home happily, and you spoiled my mood just like that.
I can't even do anything I want at home.
Why should I go home?
Morever you're not giving us money already.
So what the fuck do you even care about us?
I'm not disrespecting you alright.
It's just that why can't you talk in a proper manner, instead of always raising your voice at us?
You have never put yourself in our shoes.
If you have a dad like this, how will you feel?
Sometimes, I wished that the one who passed away wasn't mum.
In that way, we wouldn't feel this way, and be treated this way.
Nobody will ever know how I feel, because you haven't go through the things I've gone through.
As for school, I sense something amiss.
As if similar things happened when I was in Secondary school,
or rather history repeat itself.
I don't care, because I have my usual girls or perhaps it's just a daily routine that I'm used to.
It's alright if you all leave. Take whoever you want to, snatch whoever you want to.
And yes, I HATE YOU. Thanks for being a bitch uh.
I will always remember what you all have done to make me this way.
Don't blame me for my character.
Because you all are responsible for making me the way I am.
Be it anti-social or whatever, I don't care.
Because people around you are all fake.
If you think you are gonna hurt me this way,
I'm sorry, although I look very frail on the outside,
things happened from the past till now to make me this strong.
So by all means, do whatever you want, say all you want.
Typed finished at 3:45:00 PM. {♥}
Get at least 3.0 GPA.