Went out for dinner this evening with Sis.
Wondering how many times will we have to eat out ourselves.

Sis quarrelled with parents last night.
And she said something nasty.
Which made us don't wanna stay at home to face her.
I don't think much ppl read my blog.
So I'm gonna rant everything here.
This is how it goes..

Honesty, my mother now, isn't my biological one.
My mum passed away years ago due to cancer. (I hate you cancer.)
And dad remarried, worst, a cheena women, who's 38 at that point of time.
Things worsen as time goes by.
Some arguments here and there.

I've had too much problems that I don't wanna face up.
Idk why my dad is like this, I mean, his personality, his character, and his thinking.
He always shouts when he can't hear what Sis and I says.
Why on Earth does he have to do that?
I bet he didn't know that he'll hurt us in this way.

Secondly, his thinking is way tooooooooo different from us.
What's wrong with staying up late?
What's wrong with eating supper in the middle of the night?
What exactly is wrong with him?
I had enough, Sis had enough.

Talking about Sis, I bet she hated him more than I do.
Sis know, I know.
When dad have money, he would spent on unnecessary things.
Recently was worst, they bought a leg massager!
And a car which they only mention when they were going to collect it.
I mean for what, why do you need to tell us?
As if dad's going to drive us to school or something. Duh~
Why tell us he have no money and can buy lots of things?

The worst is, we sisters don't get money from them.
Yeah, pathetic right.
We have to top up cards ourselves, eat ourselves,
and even have to buy our own shampoo just because we used up too fast!
Please, this is Singapore.
Please think before you speak okay. Dumb ass.

Well, I'm more pathetic than Sis.
Sis, you're lucky than me alright.
There's someone whom you can rely on.
What about me? None! Sigh.
No one to share my woes..
How I wish there is.
But, I don't wanna implicate others in.

I bet ppl will be afraid to listen to my story.
Can you imagine, if someone were to tell you her woes, how boring can that be.
I think I'm the one who have boring stuffs to complain about.

I think I'm gonna make a private blog pretty soon..
For all those rantings..

Now you know why my msn nick says "I'm not as happy as you see actually."
My life isn't that simple.
How I wish I'm 21 years old now. And I'm free..

Enough of that.. I think I'm gonna sleep soon or watch ToGetHer.

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