Guess what? I'm gonna flunk my practical for the very first time. (I think it's the first time.)
For goodness sake, I DIDN'T FINISH my Chemistry component la!
I was damn bloody fed-up with myself la! URGH! Fuck la!
Anyway it's my first time not finishing up my practicals la. GRR!
Seriously I really dk what am I doing la.

When I'm still panicking at the very last minute, everyone was like washing the test tubes already,
and I reckon I'm the only one who didn't complete the practical.

And when I'm washing the test tubes,
I was like throwing those unbreakable things back into the red basket.
Really damn fed-up with myself la.

It's my one and only chance to take that exam.
Instead of doing it properly, I RUINED it!
Damn disappointing can.

After release from the lab, the invigilator even spoke to me, asking how come I do so slow.
I was like, SHIT la.
I immediately shed tears after released la. Sighs.

Now I'm wondering if I should attend school tomorrow.
Feel like, but feel like not at the same time.
I wanna go to school to ask about Chemistry.
I can't afford to fail other parts of Science papers la.

Hopefully other papers won't be so difficult.
I want my A1. I can't afford to get a B3.
If I get an A1 for Science, I can get a B4 for POA ma.
Which adds up to,
L1R2B2: 7+3+1+3+4=18.

But I'm aiming for 15 points leh. It's kind of far from my target? I mean 3 points is a lot to me. Isn't it?
I doubt I can excel in my English, so aimed for a minimum of D7.
As I said, I can't express myself in words properly.
Okay, suddenly I feel that I'm talking to myself.

I'M STRESS! HELP!!!!!!!!! ME!!!!!!!!!

Gotta mug hard before I regret. Bye~

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